a different kind of apathy

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

hmmm. today was a pretty ok day.
3 chem tut in a day sucks plainly. haha.
but i got thru it eating cookies and gummies with yayan!:D
then... i FINALLY got my PI accepted.
so its just to actually PRODUCE IT.
which is wad im doing now, supposedly.

julian was nice to give me an appreciatory smthg.
thoh that wasnt needed.
care and concern have not a price tag you know
there are some things you cant buy.

after sch at 3.20...
went off with linxin.
went to orchard...got myself nice dragonfly earrings from perlini's.
shall get dolphin ones when there is stock.
we bought kenny's bdae present! yay!
haaahaaa. its The Alchemist.
thanks shuuy. it was a great book so im passing it on. :)
yups. had a great time with linx.
i felt so free drowning myself in bliss in the literature section of kino.
browsing book after book, telling myself which i want to buy.
hurhur. just to daydream wistfully of all those books i WISH to own.

and then.
our choir concert. went to watch vjc.
and they DRAGGED it into 2.5 hours la.
i was so pissed.
worse part is that they made us leave our bags with them
and the retrieving part was hell. a long queue of one-by-one taking our bags
took me half an hour.
which is why i reached home at 11 plus.
and doing PI now.

im amused.
by how J tells me to stay away from him
cos he can be devastatingly charming at times so girls' must beware.
well, i dont deny that.
he's got lotsa charm...
but im amused. by that "warning".
cos i do think i know how to think for myself, to see for myself.
either too loaded with cynicism, or wisdom ( the only times im loaded lol)
to take all that in, not without a pinch of salt.
im too skeptical abt relationships, and very guarded too perhaps.
after seeing rlnships of frens fail, they come to me crying, upset.
i dont get how you'd want to start another again, to go thru all that again.
but then again,
maybe its jsut me... sitting here at one plus, eating cookies and typing away.
maybe its just me.
or maybe im right.

1 Comments:

  • At 8:19 PM, Blogger Terence said…

    heya! hah..haven't seen you online in awhile..hah..julian's "warning" is funny indeed..haha..anyway cheer up girl..wake up and see the sun rise one day...amazing..there is a difference between what the world think is good..and what you think is good..there is also a difference between what you need and what you want..life is a zero sum game..we both know it..just pray and believe in God..give life your best shot and leave no regrets..all will be fine..i'm here when you need me..just drop an sms or a line..just a random remark: i like rain..don't you? feels like every lousy feeling is being washed away...hah..don't micro-manage life..you'll only make yourself more tired..leave it to God..all will be fine indeed..come online soon! we'll have a nice chat!

     

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